im blogging? oh yes im blogging. that moron wants to patch but i rejected for goodness sake. he cant stop behaving this way. i mean whats wrong with him ey?
meet up with celeste and the pig. xD how ironic, he looks nothing like it.


she looks like tan geok!! of cos without... you know...
and, i love her. =D

choir on the 29th and the banner ziwei drew rock lah can? i cant believe she can freaking draw!! they are splendid. oh ya, richard sings like... westlife. @@ hmms thats all i can say cause they are working on 'flying without wings'. he rocked too. quiet richard is he? meet up with danny with net. (: finally talked with him again.

meet up with fer LOVE, lynn laopo and teresa the next day. i woke up real late and meet them up at bugis for neos first.




arent they cute? im not. =/ oh gosh i look... ghastly. yucks.

we walked around and saw hello kitty lolita black handbag!! omfg!! but i have no $$$. T.T cry ah. sad lah. i can already imagine myself clinging on the lovely little thing. i know im dreaming but hey, why not? xD
teresa wanted to buy bag and fer bought a top for herself as well as for her sam. as for me, i bought sunglasses!! $9.9o!! arghs!!



then i start looking ugly in camera.

as for the last day of 2oo5, of cause, resolutions are made, wishes are done and people start making decisions for probably new life. for me, i did my homework, i did what people normally do.

ahem~

For 2oo6:

1. not get distracted in class by... erm... brats.
2. no more sleeping in class
3. no more slacking on projects and work regarding examination
4. improve maths no matter what
5. not to bully teachers
6. teachers will start liking me @@ (possible?)
7. save $$$
8. get him off my mind (i cant ='[)
9. find my best friend, someone who thinks of me first. someone i'll always go to. (i dont have one, pathetic?)
10. good results of cause.

all my dead points. crap. hard year for me. oh dammit. =/

went out to cwp meeting fabian for countdown but they backed out in the end. slacked around and help ah hao to get number from girls. i remember running away from people trying to get my number. okay it sucked cause they all looked like some pervert. yuckss.

then the expected part, we quarrelled again cause he wanted to followed me home when i requested going home alone. he insisted then it begin. i was so mad i called danny up and he was so coincidentally just at the entrance of cwp. meet him up and chat. =D wahaha. he's nice. i felt alot better. i do, thanks danny. thanks alot. i welcomed new year with him and im really glad that at least someone's by my side. happy new year to you. (:

thanks Danny!! thanks for welcoming new 2oo6 with me. thanks for bringing me home. thanks for offering to buy food. thanks for being so nice to me. 谢谢你了！你真好！

got home and watched 大长今 with momma. nice show!! i thought its some crap but its actually quite interesting lah. haha!

talked with so many people, cried and wondered. why is my life in such a mess? i thought i said goodbye to 2812o5, the day he broke up. but he still lingers around me, im trying to breathe but failed. pig called, i stopped crying.

cooled down but he called. i foolishly answered this stupid call and brokedown once again. he broke his promise. he lied with his swear. he perished my hopes on him, everything. i can onluy say time heals all. i dont know how to continue, what to write more. im grateful for what i have now. i am, i just need a best friend. thats all.

i have to wake at 9am.

ciaos.

have a happy new year and good night to all. (:

i love every memory, every moment spent with you. but why did you break the prettiest view i had on you? why did you lie? why did you break all the promises made?

;i am afraid